Last night? Ugh. Terrible. I'll be going to the ER later tonight to get myself checked so I know a little more about what's going on with my body.
This morning? Also terrible. Woke up with a fever which made it to where I couldn't visit Julius today. Broke my freakin' heart.
But everything after that went amazingly well.
I went to Thomas Drug to get my scripts for what ever the hell is wrong with me knowing that my messed up medicaid probably wouldn't go through. But surprise! I talked to the people and it half way went through. Paid for my painkillers but didn't pay for the medicine I need for my cough and chest. But, I was given a great deal on the price of the Tesslar Pearls and was able to pay out of pocket. Then of course I bought some cough drops so maybe I can quite coughing and straining my chest, heart, and well my down there places that are still very sore.
Then we swang by WIC to see about getting a pump (ate a little ice cream first XD). The breast pump I have now according to my nurtrition specialist isn't going to be good enough to pump what a premee baby will need. So I searched all over for a pump I could rent from the area. Ran in to the BFF her sister and beautiful children so that was pleasant. Then found out that WIC has one breast pump but no apperatus. BUT! I brought my apperatus home and God must have graced me because by some miracle the breast pump they had was the exact match for my apperatus. Score. Brightened the hell out of my day!
Then we went to Bolivia to deal with the medicaid situation. Woman there did me a great service. Technically I should still be on pregnancy medicaid for the next 60 days but I explained how I needed to be able to go to an actual doctor (which pregnancy medicaid doesn't cover), how i had the baby, got married and all that jazz. So she took our cases and put them all into one. As of Monday or Tuesday next week me, James, and Julius will all be on the same medicaid plan and completely insured. I wanted to kiss that woman for everything she did for me and my family.
THEN we went over to Registry of Deeds, got our official marriage certificate and had a really lovely conversation with the women there. The main lady was like "I thought you were getting married the 18th?" and we all laughed about the coincidence of going into labor literally right after we filed for a our marriage certificate. So we now have our official (and laminated) marriage certificate. It's beautiful. Can't wait to have a place to display it.
Of course through out the whole day I was SO weak. James literally had to lift me in and out of the truck. I could hardly walk. Any time I had to get up from sitting James had to help me support my weight. I couldn't breathe to the point of exhaustion. It was terrbile. But everything went so well I didn't care. James of course kept getting worried and everyone kept yelling at me for being out and about. But you know a momma's gotta do what a momma's gotta do; and I had to get my familys situation in order before I could even think about resting.
So now I've been home, taken an ass load of medicine, pumped, slept, checked on baby, ate, drank, bathed, and now I feel worlds better. Still taking it easy though. Still have trouble getting about. I'm a bit loopey from the pain killers, cough medicine, and nightquil but I can breathe because of my inhaler. Everything seems to be falling into place.
Hopefully tomorrow I'll be well enough to visit the baby. I was told he was quite fussy today but his paci kept him content. I know why he's fussey and it's because this is the first day ever in his life that he's been away from his mom and dad. But it's for the best. It kills me but it's for the best.
NOTE: Sorry if I complain, bitch, fret, and get all anti-social. It's just that there's so much going on right now and I don't know what to do with myself. The emotional pain, the physical pain, I'm literally so out of it I can hardly keep a straight though half the time. But I just want everyone to know how much their support and love means to me. I seriously have the best friends and the greatest family ever. I couldn't be more blessed. With all the bad that just keeps piling on me, my loved ones and some of Gods grace keeps me going. I am so thankful, even if it doesn't seem like it sometimes, I truly couldn't be more thankful for everything everyone has done for me and I hope everyone knows that <3
This morning? Also terrible. Woke up with a fever which made it to where I couldn't visit Julius today. Broke my freakin' heart.
But everything after that went amazingly well.
I went to Thomas Drug to get my scripts for what ever the hell is wrong with me knowing that my messed up medicaid probably wouldn't go through. But surprise! I talked to the people and it half way went through. Paid for my painkillers but didn't pay for the medicine I need for my cough and chest. But, I was given a great deal on the price of the Tesslar Pearls and was able to pay out of pocket. Then of course I bought some cough drops so maybe I can quite coughing and straining my chest, heart, and well my down there places that are still very sore.
Then we swang by WIC to see about getting a pump (ate a little ice cream first XD). The breast pump I have now according to my nurtrition specialist isn't going to be good enough to pump what a premee baby will need. So I searched all over for a pump I could rent from the area. Ran in to the BFF her sister and beautiful children so that was pleasant. Then found out that WIC has one breast pump but no apperatus. BUT! I brought my apperatus home and God must have graced me because by some miracle the breast pump they had was the exact match for my apperatus. Score. Brightened the hell out of my day!
Then we went to Bolivia to deal with the medicaid situation. Woman there did me a great service. Technically I should still be on pregnancy medicaid for the next 60 days but I explained how I needed to be able to go to an actual doctor (which pregnancy medicaid doesn't cover), how i had the baby, got married and all that jazz. So she took our cases and put them all into one. As of Monday or Tuesday next week me, James, and Julius will all be on the same medicaid plan and completely insured. I wanted to kiss that woman for everything she did for me and my family.
THEN we went over to Registry of Deeds, got our official marriage certificate and had a really lovely conversation with the women there. The main lady was like "I thought you were getting married the 18th?" and we all laughed about the coincidence of going into labor literally right after we filed for a our marriage certificate. So we now have our official (and laminated) marriage certificate. It's beautiful. Can't wait to have a place to display it.
Of course through out the whole day I was SO weak. James literally had to lift me in and out of the truck. I could hardly walk. Any time I had to get up from sitting James had to help me support my weight. I couldn't breathe to the point of exhaustion. It was terrbile. But everything went so well I didn't care. James of course kept getting worried and everyone kept yelling at me for being out and about. But you know a momma's gotta do what a momma's gotta do; and I had to get my familys situation in order before I could even think about resting.
So now I've been home, taken an ass load of medicine, pumped, slept, checked on baby, ate, drank, bathed, and now I feel worlds better. Still taking it easy though. Still have trouble getting about. I'm a bit loopey from the pain killers, cough medicine, and nightquil but I can breathe because of my inhaler. Everything seems to be falling into place.
Hopefully tomorrow I'll be well enough to visit the baby. I was told he was quite fussy today but his paci kept him content. I know why he's fussey and it's because this is the first day ever in his life that he's been away from his mom and dad. But it's for the best. It kills me but it's for the best.
NOTE: Sorry if I complain, bitch, fret, and get all anti-social. It's just that there's so much going on right now and I don't know what to do with myself. The emotional pain, the physical pain, I'm literally so out of it I can hardly keep a straight though half the time. But I just want everyone to know how much their support and love means to me. I seriously have the best friends and the greatest family ever. I couldn't be more blessed. With all the bad that just keeps piling on me, my loved ones and some of Gods grace keeps me going. I am so thankful, even if it doesn't seem like it sometimes, I truly couldn't be more thankful for everything everyone has done for me and I hope everyone knows that <3
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